most powerful weapon on earth


face it

no human can stand a wink from another human – thefictionme

Just imagine, walking down the corridor, when suddenly, a total stranger look and you and wink, in an extremely as quick as sneezing! The when you turn around just to look at the happy person that makes you fall for a sec, …




























































































































































































































































































I don’t want to put real picture(s) cuz its Ramadhan….

I need a life. Maybe a real friend to talk to, maybe  should just read Quran..

the 3rd one sounds convincing, and promising.






Couple of weeks ago, I bought a book about Rothschild at the small fair at my uni. At first I didn’t want to buy it… cuz I don’t have much money. But I think.. what the hell it’s education. They are not teaching this on text books!.. So, I bought it at the price of RM40~ (I forgot the price, my friend borrowed it..)

When we all know that Rothschild and the conspiracy theory is unseperate-able.. and I’ve watched the infamous series The Arrival and since then.. I feel “something”.. hehe

A little content from the book, 

The first chapter is about a guy named Amschel Moses Bauer, then continued with his children, then to this grandchildren.. became the most succesful businessman in history and have the richest bloodlines in the world.. this fascinates me. I mean they just started out by exchanging coins and then they did business through banking.. and they way they run the business, is amazing genius and dirty. 

I mean, its like clairvoyant you know.. plus they good at manipulating people to do their job.

Money is needed to run things on this planet. But unfortunately, money is just a paper. Back in the day of the anbia’, people are using gold and silver as a currency. So, the currency is stable and there is also baitulmal, a place to keep all the taxes paid by citizen and then distributed throughout the nation to the poor and the unfortunate. So, it act like a bank, that is run by taxes to help in the development of a country.. and it is controlled by the khalifa not a non-government organisation that said “national bank”..

Back to the Rothschild thingy.

According to the book, they way the Rothschild run their business is extremely unique. They run it by bribery and by high interest and of course by sponsoring only the desperate one.. and for things that benefits them in the long run.. for example, they sponsored the first Zionist congress in Basel, Switz. 

In my opinion, they act like moneylender, more like a loan shark, in Malaysia, the term “ah long” is used. (yes it is a Chinese term) They are sweet talker, good at manipulating, and controlling; but despite all that, they are surprisingly low profile! I mean, I always imagine that rich people wear gold-made t-shirt.. lol. Some publicity are required by this family imo. Can’t you imagine? In the middle of both the WW, they can build a mansion? And transferring Jews from the Europe to the Middle East? awesome

Writing of controlling, one thing that makes the Rothschild family a powerful family, they use debt to control others life.. according to the book. Also, I hope I’ll found the book by Niall Ferguson, The House of Rothschild: Money’s Prophet, 1798-1848. The book title itself… boom! But these kinds of book are rare. Because they’re treasures; and of course it is hard to find it on library bookshelf, or in stores.. and I don’t buy things through my pc screen.

The conclusion is. Don’t do debt. From Allah we came, and one day for sure to Allah we return. I mean. Money isn’t everything but with money, we can do everything, and owning people is one of them. Like the Rothschild case, they are Jewish, and they want a state. So, they’ll do everything they they can by any mean necessary to achieve their mission and vision. But we, no matter who you are, a Muslim, a Christians, whateves. We are all have mission in our lives.. and to free ourselves; but if we tie ourselves with a pile of debt, that means we are torturing ourselves; we made ourselves a slave.. to our own species.. its pathetic. 

When we are a human being too, why bother to be a slave to someone that we can beat the shit out of them? We are indeed a slave, to our Lord, to Almighty, not to someone/something that shits and fart as we are.. 

My suggestion is, 

Read a book. Plant your own garden. Spend less. Avoid debt. And return to our Creator. Maybe some people said that. Its just some money matter. Yeah. Money that control your whole bloodlines. Money that own the world and your body and your mind. Just turn around and look around. We’re like.. in a mass hypnotism state. We don’t care about things that are not connected to the internet. We just eat whatever we want, drink whatever we like,… talk whatever we fancy.. without thinking. 

While we sit in front of our pc scrolling, there are human that was even not sure whether they’ll survive the next day. While we are eating the latest domino’s, there are people starving. While we are spending money, there are people who are owned by someone.

I didn’t say it is wrong to do your…thing. But, if we could spent hours playing skyrim, why not spending a little time reading? And start a debt free life? For now, I am trying to be a vegan, not a complete vegan. But just to live a healthy life style, I eat meat, but at small quantity, because I am allergy to chicken… its tragic isn’t it? 😦 I love chicken… and start to keep coins. So that when the world have run out of silver coins, I still keep it. And I also wanted to live a debt free live, but I am having a huge debt (soon). A study loan. I don’t want to apply for it at the first place… but I’m poor. The only way to transform the study loan into a scholarship is by maintaining a 3.0 and above of cgpa.. so far so good for 2 semesters… 4 to go! 

ok. done with shit talking…

The best and the good come from Allah and the worst are from my weaknesses and my ignorance.

Assalamualaikum and peace be upon you. 




Fiction, is a noun. Here are some meaning of the word “fiction”

– An imaginative creation or a pretense that does not represent actuality but has been invented.
The act of inventing such a creation or pretense.
2. A lie.
-A literary work whose content is produced by the imagination and is not necessarily based on fact.
-The category of literature comprising works of this kind, including novels and short stories.
4. Law Something untrue that is intentionally represented as true by the narrator.


These four meanings indicate that the word “fiction” is something that is untrue, a lie, tells by a narrator bla bla bla.

But does fiction is the same as miracle?

A miracle is,

1. An event that appears inexplicable by the laws of nature and so is held to be supernatural in origin or an act of God: “Miracles are spontaneous, they cannot be summoned, but come of themselves” (Katherine Anne Porter).

2. One that excites admiring awe.

3. A miracle play.
But, what will happen if we mixed fiction with miracle? What will happen to the true miracle(s) that happened? Will people still believe it? Or they just thought that it is just a story that was made up, a fiction, a fairy tale, a fables…
If a person said that he SAW a miracle happened. But some said that it is a story that is made up. How come it become a story that is made up when the first person actually SAW it? And what if many person SAW it too? Would it become a lie too?
Unfortunately, people will only believe the beauty hoax than an ugly truth. The truth that is maybe hard to swallow, the truth that is hard to accept… because human is full of ego. They don’t want to admit that they’re wrong, for the sake of their money, for the sake of their “world”, they’re willing to push the truth aside and accept the lie in front.
Why? Maybe because they’re too lazy to seek for it. Maybe because they’re afraid of it. Maybe because they don’t want it…
But in the end, only the truth will be the winner. Even in a fairy tale, the good one will win. Although the disastrous event is for the worst of worst, but the happy ending is waiting impatiently for the true people in the end. The happy ending that is huge, and fair, and beautiful, and everything that is full of good inside of it. Everything from the very small things on earth to the very large and sweet things that can’t be imagine by people from the past and present.



Well, things are getting a little bit screw up in the past few days. Especially with the political stuff here. I don’t know what to write about honestly… its because I’m not a political person.. I usually don’t care about these bull crap you know. All day long I just spent my time with maths.. and listen to music. But the BERSIH stuff.. plus on facebook, people keeps on shoving it unto others throat. Others blame the government, while others are on their side, me? haha I’m neither. and if you ask me what BERSIH is all about and what does it mean. I don’t even know, because I do not want to know about it.

I don’t understand some people who are so radical. ok I understand that you love your leader and willing to sacrifice for them.. by throw away all the moral values. You know, if you’re angry, the probability of you’re harming people is high and the higher the percent of going to hell. yeah, if the person you frigin beat up is refuse to forgive you…

Furthermore, based on my observation, the BERSIH rally is highly supported by the scholars, and the conspiracy among the politicians is highly being discussed among..the people of course. In my opinion, whats seems to be the problem with the relationship between the scholars and politics is that it will create a whole new different perception among people. Some stupid ass people will thought that it is not relevant anymore to follow these scholars. In fact these scholars are very educated and are well respect among Malay people.. and in the politicians side, there will be a tiny little doubt among their supporters..

You know what? This is the frigin 3rd rally! I love my country, just the fact that I was born here.. but, come on. These stuff is extremely embarrassing. I’m waiting for someone who can stop all these shits and also can satisfy both the government and their alter ego.. but that is kinda impossible.

God.. these political stuff makes me headache. Better makes myself comfy with some Trvium songs… \m/ and this is just my opinion. You know, a girl whos bored and got nothing to do except for writing..